Friday, February 19, 2010
Tell me that i'm useless. Tell me that i'm stupid. Tell me that i'm a piece of shit. I'm helpless now.
I need a break.
today was awesome ! AyuSan , Hayati , Acitketot , Kecyhk , Mizan , Ian , Spade , Ziqah , Man , Aizat you are loved by me mann . Hayati , Acitketot , Ian , Syah , Aizat and Shamil thanks for cheering me up .
i'm like seriously hurt by what people around me do to me . what did i do that make you v angry ? i just dnt understand you guys hate me without a reason . you hate me it's your prob la . dnt let others who are around you suffer . because of you , almost everyone hate me , you say that you have more friends . so ? did i ever ask you . u are making everything difficult . i'm stress mann , family prob , relationship prob , friendship prob and juniors prob . i know that im not perfect , so dnt judge me . if i judge you , u scold me but if u judge me i cannot scold . everytime exams are coming , i will always have probs . i need a break mann . i cant take it , it's hurting me deeply . im feel that nobody love me and i feel that i'm useless . even teachers look down on me because of you aliens . it's alright , im used to all this . i try to overcome this myself kaykay . ho ho . since pri school this prob always happened , but sec life more worst seyh , i hate myself for being a idiot . i wish i could turn back the times. the memory that i had with you was a stain in my heart , no matter wad happen , i will still treat you as my fren . you guys talk bad about me , but i praise you guys . you guys hate me , but i still treat you guys as a fren , you guys scold me , but i smile . my life is just empty . although u guys see im happy , that doesnt mean im happy always . there lie a sad story behind my laughters . life oh life , still must go on . can he just stop disturbing me , you are making it worst . okay , byebye humans . ciao . i hate ahpek forever , dah ahpek , ahpek je uh nak step jerh . go la find ur perfect girl , nyonya will be great (:
Labels: Stress.
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