Thursday, June 24, 2010
Hello humans.
I can't sleep right now, thinking about the problems that I had.
I just want to let everything out.
I'm just hurt by what's happening now.
It hurts.
I just can't stand it, I don't know why.
Maybe because of the feelings I had for you.
It's painful I swear.
I want us to be like before, I know this won't happened.
Because I know you love that person too.
I know I can't force you to leave that person.
But, what you feels if I have a new person and I shout everything out?
Urrrrgh! *crying.
I just don't understand .. ):
Now I know how she feels when you leave her and go with me.
Because I feeling it right now .. Although we are together.
If you can leave that person because of me last time.
Maybe this time, you can leave me because of that person?
It's all in god's hand. I can't do anything but accept the fate.
I just have to be patient.
Munqken tuhan tengah uji kesabaran Fafa.
God, please give me strength to go through all this.
I don't know why Im feeling v weak.
Im weak because, Im hurt.
What I can do now is ..
Cry thinking about it, because it hurts.
Laughed at my heart being fooled.
Smile looking at it although it hurts.
I had sacrifice a lot for you, but this is wad I get?
I just can't take it any longer!
It's PAINFUL.
I just need to be strong and learn how to accept the fact/fate although it hurts ..
The hurt is like a stain in my heart ..
Painful and hurtful.
But, no matter what happen ..
♥I still love you.
Labels: Baby it's HURTFUL.
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