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Thursday, July 29, 2010
Hello humans. Suppppp~
Long time I never post a proper post. 
See the picture up there? I injured my finger. Scary right? Pain yknow.
I can't write, I can't do stuffs with this kind of finger. It's painful yknow ):
Get well soon finger .. *sad face. 
So, today. When to school with Eehman. 
Met her at inter, took 69. Plan to school with boifyen but plan cock-up. 
Then reached school when to canteen. Then followed Eehman to her class. 
Saw shyqq, happy xiia. Haha. But, at the canteen I saw her with someone. Mood changed. 
P xiiaw aqqu. Hahaha(:
Then had class contact time. Ms.Liza was not feeling well poor thing. 
Then had P.E, I escaped P.E warm-up as I wasnot feeling well. 
Nana injured her ankle/leg. Poor thing. Carried her twice^^. Huhu. 
Then had Math. I was late for Math because I company Nana. 
Then had recess. Boring should I said? -.-' 
But Im happy dapat go recess with Baniaz .. (:
Then had LA. Did my work. Then had T.O.P. 
When to Bio Lab for Sci lesson. I started to like Sci. Miss Azeimah took our T.O.P class. 
Fun xiia. The way she teach I understand, but not that fully. (: 
Then when to comp lab to do research about Chinatown history.
I did my script already. I'm done! Done! Haha. K, lame(:
Then when to lib, help Zaki and Guo Shun about class bloq. Then when to AVA. 
When to watched My sister's keeper with my sexyy bitchyy. 
Baniaz, Nana, Sanchiyo, Errah, Qis, Tiqah, Adeq Haidah and Gab. 
Had fun with them(: I love them mannn :D
Then after that meet Shyqq, Hidayati and Eehman outside g.o. 
Then when to Mangoosteen to slack. Slack peyh slack. Fun! 
Kecooh, kecooh, kecooh! (:
Then when to Tamp inter with Sanchiyo and Shyqq. 
Sent Shyqq home. Then when to Tamp Mart to go toilet. Go toilet played water. 
Bodoh xiia Fafa(: 
Then walked back to bus-stop with Shyqq. Then I when home. 
Tatinq xiia. No handphone. How to keep track of what's happening ):
My darling is in the ICU for 1month already. When can my darling come back. 
Haish. *sad face and snorts. 
Tomorrow got NCC. I hope I can do things and write(:
Hand v pain I swear! *urrrgrh! 
Okay, that's all for today. Maybe tomorrow going school with Eehman. 
Dunia dah berubah .. I want go school like lastime xiia. ):
With Adeq Han, Shyqq, Wayak, Keciqq and Faciqq. Nvm. 
Everyonehas their own partner already perh .. O:
Kay larh, headache xiiaw. Bb, tc humans. Te Amo. 
I miss Shyqq and Boifyen muchmuch mann. ):

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10:31:00 PM


Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Supp~
Long time never update xiia. Busy uhh babe(:
Today should I say that today was fun and sad.
But mostly sad. I know you know kaeyh?
&&Nwaes, Happy 5thmonthsary to you adeqq han.
Forgive my mistakes kaeyh? Im sorry if I changed.
Loveyou adeq (:
Next, Happy 1year, 5monthsary frenship to you my dear fren, Sanchiyo*look up.
Cute right him. Hahah. He's in love~
Today, I and my boifyen dah taqdeerh paperh ..
I don't understand why he must leave me .. He is already making me happy.
Being with him or sms-ing already make me happy ..
He told me that, he can't make a girl happy.
Aperh xiia. Single better xiia.
Taq susahqan oranq, taq saqetqan hatyy oranq. Betol taq? ):
Then had T.O.P, fun larh~
I injured my hand, I can't really write. Mcm fvck.
Menyiqserh tau! Like handicapped xiia.
Get well soon Fafa! (:
Bye, Te Amo.

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10:21:00 PM


Sunday, July 25, 2010
Hello and bye. 
Malas sia mau post. Bye larh.
Jantonq saket, materh saket, semuar saket.. 
&&Nwaes, Happy 3rdmonthsary to my hubby.
My lovely hubby(:
Andand, 
Happy 1year, 1month anniversary to you my dearest fren, ANDA! (:


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7:43:00 PM


Thursday, July 22, 2010
Loving you was my History. Getting you was my English. Being with you was my Math. 
You are my subjects. How I treasure my subjects. 
For the pass 4months being with you, I've learnt a lot from you. You thought me a lot. 
I adore you and love you till now. Although you've hurt me a lot. I won't hate you and couldn't hate you. 
I'm just obsessed with you. In this world, I just love you. Ain't no other humans. 
Trust me. In a relationship, we need love, trust, honesty, to be understanding, to be open-minded, no secret and many more. It's true. The important wants are trust and love. One more thing, patience. 
K, bye. Wanna rest. Chest pain! *tekan-ing my chest )': 

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11:03:00 PM


My heart is half rotten. 
I want to thank you for making my life very wonderful. I appreciated it. Now that you have someone special in your life, you didn't realized that we're getting far and far from each other. Last time you promised me what? Promised me not to hurt me but? Ended up Im being hurt everyday. Im always scared. Before I sleep I will feel the fear, fear of getting hurt. It hurts. Im sorry dear, maybe it's my fault, my fault for not showing you the love and care. Maybe I showed, but not as much as that someone gave. Im sorry, it's my fault. I tried being a good human to you, but I failed. I failed, it's my fault. I never ever feel regret loving you, because loving you was a fairytale for me. When I'm sick, you were there to cure my pain. When I cried, you were the tissue who wipe my tears. When I'm angry, you were the ice to cool me down. Everything was you. What's happening now, I just can't take it. I just wants to say, if anything happens to me take care kaeyh? I will always love you my dearest. Do something and think before you proceed to the next step. Maybe, without you going with that someone, by the time you want me back, I might be gone. I think. Nevermind, I wish you all the best with that someone. So long as you're happy, I'll try to be happy. Although it hurts. Do the right step and the right choice, because of this, you will lose me. I don't wanna lose you hunneyh. You're my breath, you're my heartbeat. I just need you. Im hurt not because I hate seing both of you together but Im jealous seing you together. Im soryy .. It's my fault. My fault hunneyh. I'm sorry! I sorry .. Everybody can make their own choice dear. Do the best choice. If you really think that Im important why don't you do the best for me? At least. In this case, I'm not blamming you at all. Because I know you don't expect this. People always say, without planning and thinking, you will expect what you unexpected. Im sorry if this hurt you. I just want to express my feelings ):
Kay bye. I'm not in the mood. I'm just hurt. 
Nite. Wish me luck for tomorrow's competition. 
Te amo shyqqush and korang. 

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10:32:00 PM


Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Suppp humans~ 
Fafa here. Hahha. Thanxs Minahrep for posting for me (:
Saw that picture up there? 
Amaciam okay tak ? :D
Alrite .. When to school with Sanchiyo. 
Then line up pat parade square. 
Mcm nabeyh xiia Fafa buat kecohhs. 
Then had Hist. Hahaa. Mdm.Yeong kehkeqq xiia. 
Then had LA, did my work^^. Wehee. 
Then had Music, learn how to play guitar. 
Thanxs Ayiie! (: 
Then had recess. Didn't go recess with TSF but when recess with DK2F. 
Then had Sci, 1 period me and Sanchiyo hilanq. 
Ms.Lim was very disappointed by our attitude. 
Im sorry Ms.Lim I didn't mean to hurt you. 
Im sorry, thanxs for giving me a lot of chances (: 
Love you Ms.Lim. 
Then had hist, fun larh. Average. 
Then had Assembly. When late for Assembly because aderh uhh (: 
Then after school lepak with Shyqqush, Eehman and Sanchiyo. 
Lepaq nn doranq sumpah gereq. 
Kyte pekeq, kyte ketawer macam2 uhh. 
Funfunfun! If Im with them my heart is lock, I don't want to baleq pun .. 
But, too bad must go home or not WP marah -.-'
Then sent shyqqush home. 
Walked to Esso terseremapk nn minahrep. 
I swear she is a talking machine. Bisinq :P
Then followed that minahrep go pasar. 
Then headed home. 
Baru habes WP peyh lecture. 
Andand, now sms-ing Shyqqush and SanCine. 
Im soryy shyqqush if that post hurt you and make you sad. 
I didn't mean to hurt or make you sad. 
Im sorry. I've tried being the best. ):
Bye~ Loves. 

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11:14:00 PM


Tuesday, July 20, 2010
harlorh kanak-kanak . 
aqai here posting untok fafajepun'ai yg sedang saket . 
fafa tengah saket , so aqai help dher post . 
dher saket aperh ehh ? 
saket kepalerh , daderh, tangan, kaki lagylagy hati . 
paham aperh masok aqai ? 
tak takpa . haaaha . 
kimak uhh sia , dher saket pasal daderh dher . 
tangan fafa injured pasal terketok pat tembok . *paaap !
haaah . kaykay uhh ehh ? aqai mao cabot dulu . 
kimakk ! nabeyh ! aqai rindu yayah uhh sia . 
oh tak yerh ! 
happy 4tahun , 4 bulan anniversary !
last long-gar ehh :P
hahaa . mepek jek aqai . 
kay lah . mao teman tuh fafa . 
takmo saketkan hati dher uhh . favour uhh sia ):
aqai tengok dher gynieyh aqai pun raserh sah . 
alamak . spare uh tyre siket . 
aqai raserh uhh , lebeh baek fafa matyy daripada hati dher dilukai . 
haesh . tak paham . kan aqai dah termaki pat atas tuhh . 
berbijik-bijik aqai maki . kay lah !
byebye anak-anak ! 
TAKMO HURT fafa . TAKMO . FAVOUR uhh bro/ sis ! (:
Kalau fafa gyy sholah bsk jagerhkan dher ! makaceyh . 

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9:48:00 PM


Monday, July 19, 2010
Suppp people!
Today I think my post won't be long .. 
As I'm tired and feeling v hurt right now. 
I just bought a new guitar. Chilli red that's wad Ms.Lim called it (:
Saw the hot pink guitar up there? 
*look up. 
Daddy promised me if I pass my Common test, I can get that guitar. 
Nice right? Hot pink xiia.Colour baeq punyerh ;D
Today when to school with Kotaq. 
Then after school lepaq with Shyqq, Kotaq, Hayaaty and EEhman. 
Gereq sah lepaq nn dorang. (:
Lagylagy Shyqq and Eehman.
Kotaq also^^. 
Fun. After lepaking at mangosteen ..
When to sent Shyqq. Kotaq followed. 
Then when home. Aqai today sumpah crazy. (:
Saw Aqai at inter, pretend as if she don't know me and scolded me. 
Nabeyhh :P
Reached home played guitar(:
Now, chatting with Shyqq and Syaraf. 
Long time never talk to Syaraf .. 
Kindda miss talking to him. 
HAHAHA, I just realised that Im falling in love. (:
Kay sheesh, stop. (:
Conversation with Aqai(in Malay):
Aqai: Eu, naq maen guitar mcm smalam? Eu sing I strum. 
Me: Drum? 
Aqai: Bapaq qau drum. Aqai cakap strum.
Me: Ohh. Laqqu aperh qai? *blur face
Aqai: Mukerh sotonq! Dah lah tadyy stare atas bawah. *piss-off.
Me: Wateverh qai. I tanyerh perh laqqu qai cakap mukerh sotonq.
Aqai: Taq salahqan? 
Me: Laqu aperh sah mukerh sotonq? *middle finger. 
Aqai: Fvck eu bacq larh! 
Me: Laqqu aperh lah! *screaming.
Aqai: Chill uh with next chill. *smile and pass me ciq. 
Me: Wateverh. Laqu aperh shyqqush Aqai. *soft tone. 
Aqai: Hmmph .. Cinta manusia? Then Nurain? 
Me: Set. Paperh. Hujan i taq tawu tau. *tounge out. 
Aqai: Cha. *play guitar.
Me: Bye, naq mamam. Brb. 
Aqai: Nabeyh euu! *buanq bantal towards me. 
Me: *laughs. Lapar xaah! 
Aqai: Gy uh maqan syaperh taq bgy gylerh. 
Me: *stare atas bawah.
Aqai: Aperh atas bawah?! Gy maqan sebelum qai syodoq nieyh guitar pat mulot eu. 
Me: Yelarh. *jelinq. 
Aqai: Gylerh. *roll eyes. 
Me: Bye larh. *smile.
Aqai: Bye baleq, naq gy maqan pun bye? *kiss me.
Me: Random pa. Kaylarh. Chalo! 
Aqai: *played guitar and sing as if theres no tomorrow. 
Me: Gylerh! *screaming and walk to the kitchen and walk like idiot. 
Hahaha. Kecohh uh tuhh minah (:
 Okay lahh. Byebye~ 
Te amo koranq! 
And yarh, Happy 5thmonthsary to euu babe, AyuSanisan. 
Thanxs for everything! *smile. 
Bye~ Loves. 

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10:21:00 PM


Sunday, July 18, 2010
Camwhore~
Baaaap. Hahaha. 
Mendak camwhore uh. 
Mao step manerh peyh hawt jerh aqu. 
Perasaan semacam :D

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3:04:00 AM


Baaaap!! Hello humans. 
Okay .. 
Firstly, I want to thanks all the DK2F members. 
Thanks for making a wonderful group with wonderful members. 
Hahha. Appreciate. Sayaperh kepalerh xiiia? 
Kaeyh. 
Today, when to shop at Bugis with DK2F. 
Gerek, Kecoh, Sad, Fun and Awesome lahhh.
Did had fun with them. 
In the bus, I cried. cried thinking about my dearest daughter. 
I hope she's fine now. 
You guys don't know the true story so sheesh .. 
Don't sembarang tembak kaeyh? 
Daughter, no matter what happens, Im still here for you kaeyh? 
Don't be sad. Cheer up. 
I understand your situation babe :D
To DK2F members: 
Thanks for making a group call DK2F. 
Proud to be DK2F-ian mann :P
I hope that our group will be everlasting. 
We fight we settle kaeyh? 
Shayyanqqq koranqq DK2F. 
DK2F will always be in my mind and heart. 
You guys are everything to me. 
You kacau my members, you guys get it from me. 
Amaciam? 
ABG, ABG all no need uh. 
Satu kalii aqu saaaap mampus terus~
Kaeyh lahh, wanna eat mummy's epok-epok. 
Sedap deyyh. Bye~ 
Te Amo. 
DK2F; 
17072010; 1533Hours. 
Satuh darah, satuh hati.
Sehidup sejahti, sehidup semahti. 
Dakasiawkiddofamillia.


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1:10:00 AM


Saturday, July 17, 2010
Hello people! *look up.
Saw that humans up there? She's hawt right? 
Saw her today. Happy semacam xiia. (:
Today I was late for school. Bagus perh. 
Nobody care. *thumbs up. 
Then had to run 1 round. Nasebb. 
Then when to FNN. Didn't do my work. 
Perangai xiia Fafa. 
Then when recess. 
Shyqq cried. I didn't know. 
At last aquu yq kenerh tudoh, "jahat". 
Nabeyyh, aquu don't know how to pujok xiia )':
Then had Math lesson. 
Taq pay attention xiiaw! Regret nohh. 
Then had Malay lesson. 
Then had Art. I swear I love my Art lesson! :D
Kecohh uh that teacher :P
I was late for NCC. Im sorry Part B's. 
Didn't mean to be late, I have reasons for not coming on time .. 
Halfway, something happened during kayaking.
Saket xiiaw hatyy .. Heart hurt, daderh saqet uhh. 
Tengah paddle my chest became more and more painful. 
Told Addy. He told me to go back to the jetty. 
When up at rest. 
After kayaking, when to usual spot to eat. 
Ate with Adek Miley, Shyqq and Armiza. 
I swear I had a lot of fun with Armiza and shyqq today. 
*claps.
Then when to slack jap. 
Sent shyqq home. Then headed home.
Kimaqq, sampai rumah kul 11pm xiia. 
Lambat perh. Skrg mumy lecture-ing then I played lappy. 
Stupid xiaaw attitude. (:
Haish. Daderh saket xiia tengok "movie" tady. 
Fuyooh. Fuyooh. Syiok )':
Daughter, I know how you feel kaeyh. 
Chill. Takmo stress2. Kau qan aderh penyakit .. 
Aqqu taqnaq paperh jadyy pat qau. 
I still need you daughter, when you left the part ..
There will no one to company me. 
I will feel useless daughter .. 
)':
To keciqq, faatyn, hann, wayak, faciqq and brian: 
Hey guys. I know because of me Ahyeen berubah. 
I ain't a perfect human mann. Im sorry. 
I know because Ahyeen going with me you guys tak rapat. 
Im really sorry if because of me DAS tak exist lagyy. 
I admit that I always bring trouble. 
Im really sorry. Very sorry. 
Fafa taqderh niat pun want to make you guys apart. 
I know I'm bad. Im just useless. 
I'll understand. Maafqan Fafa. 
Ahyeen maseyh perlurqan korang. 
Don't break her heart kaeyh. 
Go ahead with her, be happy korang. 
Fafa taq kesah kalau Fafa solo. 
Im used to it already. Dah byk kali became solo. 
I can take it. 
Today I think my heart get hurt a lot. 
It's very painful you know. 
Till now, it's still very painful .. Im just weak. 
Very weak. Haish. 
Friday, competition! 
My dearest rival will be Anda *look up.
She's one of my prettiest rival. (:
I will go down and do my best. That's all. 
Im just hurt. I had enough of problems. 
Everyday I cry thinking about ...
My family problem, relationship, daughter condition and many uhh. 
Stress uh. Im just scared. Both of them are getting closer .. 
Im just scared that I will lose that someone. 
Im hurt .. Help me people. ):
Im useless. What should I do? *crying. 
Im scared .. Scared that I might lose my dearest daughter. 
Fafa takot .. )':
Haish. My time will be up soon. 
Maybe if I die better. 
Maybe after I'm gone, the world will be more peaceful, better, no trouble and many more.
I'm just scared. Urrrgh! *crying. 
Tomorrow got NDP training. Xuuay. 
I want to die lahhh! )':
*crying and coughing. 
That's all for today people. I wanna rest and jiwang *winkwink. 
I had enough of being hurt today. 
Tonight I will make all my decision weather to leave you or not. 
It's painful babe ):
Byebye. Te amo people. Take care. 
~Loves

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12:02:00 AM


Thursday, July 15, 2010
I'm walking alone in the travesty babe. 
Today was my awful day should I said? -.-' 
Firstly I wanna say that, I'm obsessed with the song, 
"Ceritaku" by Revalina. 
Heehe. Nice^^. 
So, today when to school alone. 
Then when to hall. 
Listen to palat peyh lecture. 
1055am ciao go for Bend and Hitches comp. 
Bend and Hitches competitors: 
Part A's: 
Fatin and YIng Ying. 
Part B's:
Me and Haziqah. 
Part C's: 
Sgt Farhana and Sgt Diana. 
I wish we get something. 
Bronze pun jady larh. 
Over already, headed back to school. 
Slept in the bus, sumpah best! (:
Then SIr Wong gave us recess. 
Then when back to class. 
Then had Science period. 
When to Science Lab. 
Didn't pay attention. Mcm biaserh. 
Fatimah come said Im in the Mendaki's Bowling Comp. 
Xiiaq susah-.-'
Nvm, Ill go. I hope that Irah, Dyla, Sharfina, Nadiah and Khairul go. 
I swear I miss them! *sad face. 
Lagylagy Irah nn Dylah (:
Then had Hist. 
Didnt get Global Dollar today. 
Mcm siall. 
Then after that when to 1compassion. 
Meet the usual sec 1's. 
Then something happened. 
I alone, when t salck at cabin. 
Then meet the rest outside sch. 
Then when to BBT shop. 
Buyed water. 
Then when to Big Book Shop. 
To find Water Color Cake. DOn't have ):
Then I kauup some fruits^^. 
You know I know :D
Then when to Istanbul. 
After that, we split. 
Baniaz when home. 
Left me, shyqq, kotaqq and Iman. 
When to see adeqq Nayli and Ulfa. 
I swear cute :P 
Hahaha. 
Then when to 7-11. 
Slack at 419. 
Saw sabby. Kotaq can't stop saying, "Sorang jerh?".
At sabby, hahha. 
Aniwaes, happy burthdae dearest sabby^^. 
Stay pretty and cutee :D
Then when to Tamp 1. 
Cureeq aircon. 
Then send shyqq home. 
Not until lift. Maap ):
Then when to Safra. 
Take 65 and stop at Aljunied. 
When to meet mummy there. Ate and ate. 
Drank and drank. Best. 
Then headed home. 
Like what the? Tomorrow got NCC. 
Barang bhlm kemas. Wahlio. 
Shittas .. K, bye. Gtg. 
Need to pack stuffs. 
Te Amo! <3 

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11:01:00 PM




Clubbing.


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I live in this world not to please you people, so.

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❒ New phone.
✔ My own lappy.
❒ Repent.
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❒ Go movie with baby.
❒ Birthday Bash.
❒ Cotton on stuffs.
❒ Sliver Supra.
❒ Class BBQ.
❒ New Care Bear.
❒ Skull Candy headphone.
❒ Cash.
❒ Pass my Math Paper.
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❒ New shoes.
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