Saturday, July 17, 2010
Hello people! *look up.
Saw that humans up there? She's hawt right?
Saw her today. Happy semacam xiia. (:
Today I was late for school. Bagus perh.
Nobody care. *thumbs up.
Then had to run 1 round. Nasebb.
Then when to FNN. Didn't do my work.
Perangai xiia Fafa.
Then when recess.
Shyqq cried. I didn't know.
At last aquu yq kenerh tudoh, "jahat".
Nabeyyh, aquu don't know how to pujok xiia )':
Then had Math lesson.
Taq pay attention xiiaw! Regret nohh.
Then had Malay lesson.
Then had Art. I swear I love my Art lesson! :D
Kecohh uh that teacher :P
I was late for NCC. Im sorry Part B's.
Didn't mean to be late, I have reasons for not coming on time ..
Halfway, something happened during kayaking.
Saket xiiaw hatyy .. Heart hurt, daderh saqet uhh.
Tengah paddle my chest became more and more painful.
Told Addy. He told me to go back to the jetty.
When up at rest.
After kayaking, when to usual spot to eat.
Ate with Adek Miley, Shyqq and Armiza.
I swear I had a lot of fun with Armiza and shyqq today.
*claps.
Then when to slack jap.
Sent shyqq home. Then headed home.
Kimaqq, sampai rumah kul 11pm xiia.
Lambat perh. Skrg mumy lecture-ing then I played lappy.
Stupid xiaaw attitude. (:
Haish. Daderh saket xiia tengok "movie" tady.
Fuyooh. Fuyooh. Syiok )':
Daughter, I know how you feel kaeyh.
Chill. Takmo stress2. Kau qan aderh penyakit ..
Aqqu taqnaq paperh jadyy pat qau.
I still need you daughter, when you left the part ..
There will no one to company me.
I will feel useless daughter ..
)':
To keciqq, faatyn, hann, wayak, faciqq and brian:
Hey guys. I know because of me Ahyeen berubah.
I ain't a perfect human mann. Im sorry.
I know because Ahyeen going with me you guys tak rapat.
Im really sorry if because of me DAS tak exist lagyy.
I admit that I always bring trouble.
Im really sorry. Very sorry.
Fafa taqderh niat pun want to make you guys apart.
I know I'm bad. Im just useless.
I'll understand. Maafqan Fafa.
Ahyeen maseyh perlurqan korang.
Don't break her heart kaeyh.
Go ahead with her, be happy korang.
Fafa taq kesah kalau Fafa solo.
Im used to it already. Dah byk kali became solo.
I can take it.
Today I think my heart get hurt a lot.
It's very painful you know.
Till now, it's still very painful .. Im just weak.
Very weak. Haish.
Friday, competition!
My dearest rival will be Anda *look up.
She's one of my prettiest rival. (:
I will go down and do my best. That's all.
Im just hurt. I had enough of problems.
Everyday I cry thinking about ...
My family problem, relationship, daughter condition and many uhh.
Stress uh. Im just scared. Both of them are getting closer ..
Im just scared that I will lose that someone.
Im hurt .. Help me people. ):
Im useless. What should I do? *crying.
Im scared .. Scared that I might lose my dearest daughter.
Fafa takot .. )':
Haish. My time will be up soon.
Maybe if I die better.
Maybe after I'm gone, the world will be more peaceful, better, no trouble and many more.
I'm just scared. Urrrgh! *crying.
Tomorrow got NDP training. Xuuay.
I want to die lahhh! )':
*crying and coughing.
That's all for today people. I wanna rest and jiwang *winkwink.
I had enough of being hurt today.
Tonight I will make all my decision weather to leave you or not.
It's painful babe ):
Byebye. Te amo people. Take care.
~Loves
Labels: Tear.
12:02:00 AM
