Thursday, July 22, 2010
My heart is half rotten.
I want to thank you for making my life very wonderful. I appreciated it. Now that you have someone special in your life, you didn't realized that we're getting far and far from each other. Last time you promised me what? Promised me not to hurt me but? Ended up Im being hurt everyday. Im always scared. Before I sleep I will feel the fear, fear of getting hurt. It hurts. Im sorry dear, maybe it's my fault, my fault for not showing you the love and care. Maybe I showed, but not as much as that someone gave. Im sorry, it's my fault. I tried being a good human to you, but I failed. I failed, it's my fault. I never ever feel regret loving you, because loving you was a fairytale for me. When I'm sick, you were there to cure my pain. When I cried, you were the tissue who wipe my tears. When I'm angry, you were the ice to cool me down. Everything was you. What's happening now, I just can't take it. I just wants to say, if anything happens to me take care kaeyh? I will always love you my dearest. Do something and think before you proceed to the next step. Maybe, without you going with that someone, by the time you want me back, I might be gone. I think. Nevermind, I wish you all the best with that someone. So long as you're happy, I'll try to be happy. Although it hurts. Do the right step and the right choice, because of this, you will lose me. I don't wanna lose you hunneyh. You're my breath, you're my heartbeat. I just need you. Im hurt not because I hate seing both of you together but Im jealous seing you together. Im soryy .. It's my fault. My fault hunneyh. I'm sorry! I sorry .. Everybody can make their own choice dear. Do the best choice. If you really think that Im important why don't you do the best for me? At least. In this case, I'm not blamming you at all. Because I know you don't expect this. People always say, without planning and thinking, you will expect what you unexpected. Im sorry if this hurt you. I just want to express my feelings ):
Kay bye. I'm not in the mood. I'm just hurt.
Nite. Wish me luck for tomorrow's competition.
Te amo shyqqush and korang.
Labels: Hurt half.
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